| wvackms |
[Dec. 23rd, 2025|06:12 pm] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
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| | my room | ] |
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| | nothing | ] |
do you guys ever see something so stupid and offensive sent by your family that you can't help but just stare at your screen in awe? well, I have. i haven't been on the computer much this week, since i've been kind of depressed and lonely this week and i felt like being on the internet all day just made it a bit worse for me, but that's for another day.
so anyway, back to the main point of this entry; today i opened up my laptop to check in on my website, journal and other stuff, when i noticed my mom sent me something through messenger, whatsapp.. whatever, same bullshit. i read the notification, and i SWEAR TO GOD, she sent me an AI generated coloring page of my sister and some dumbass elf (that's what it said, anyway, i didn't bother to click on because then she would know i read the message and would pester me to color it until i had to.) and when i tell you i am pissed, i am PISSED.
she's very much aware of how much i DESPISE AI sloppery, but i guess none of that matters when it comes to her favorite daughter. she literally could've just asked me to draw something myself from scratch! i'm not the biggest fan of drawing for others, but COME ON. it would've been better than asking the damn robot to do it! godijusthateaisomuch.
bleh, i feel like i'm overreacting. but, just.. why? why even use that ai bullshit when i could've done it myself? >:P "oh, but ai does it faster!" and ai can KISS. MY. ASS. maybe it makes shit faster, but it looks bad. not to mention the environmental impact, too. i genuinely think ai is just making people stupid. yeah, let's tell the clearly impressionable kids to use chatgpt to do EVERYTHING! oh noes, i can't think without chatgpt! ai is the best! AI, AI, AI! IT'S ALWAYS THE FUCKING AI!
ai truly is the death of passion. really. |
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| hmmmm?hmmmmm. |
[Dec. 13th, 2025|02:20 pm] |
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| [ | currently at... |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | listening to... |
| | some happy hardcore mix | ] |
hellloooooo. ummm, so yesterday was.. eh. it was the day of my spanish final exam, and since we could leave early, i had the house to myself for a couple of hours :3 then i had to go to some food park thing with a family friend, though i didn't eat much since i had already ate at home. i ate a slice of pizza, a chicken wing, potato.. thing, manchego croquettes and a carrot cupcake. everything was pretty good ^_^ they were also playing some rock songs there, though the singer's microphone was very obviously malfunctioning. it was fun at first, but then i was starting to get sleepy and REALLY needed to use the bathroom.. but they were still talking. this was going on for like, an hour or so. then we FINALLY left, went home and i drank some tea, watched a documentary and fell asleep.
it wasn't so bad, really. it's better than having to babysit the entire day, that's for sure :P
any who, i'm thinkin' of signing up for an archive over @ sheezyart... but, man, i gotta update my website's archive too, and 3 archives surely seems like overkill... eeeeek, i don't know what i wanna do! ![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png) ___@ it does seem to have a nicer community compared to devART, though. but, still... an awful lot of archives, for sure ;_; atleast it isn't instagram or twitter, i guess. |
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| musings of some kid |
[Dec. 10th, 2025|10:37 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, website | ] |
| [ | listening to... |
| | The Real Tuesday Weld - Me and Mr. Wolf | ] |
| [ | currently at... |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | mood... |
| |  excited | ] |
today was boring...again. school was average, and since finals week is coming we didn't really do much in terms of work. i spent all day coding my website's new look, too, and i'm proud to say that it's out now! there's still some underdeveloped parts (although all links work as far as I know), but i'm just glad that it's complete enough to be revealed. it's now a journal, too... which might prove to be a bit complicated considering i already have a journal here, but oh well. i'll likely use that journal for more personal stuff and less significant updates to the website, i suppose.
anywho, later on i went to krispy kreme's to get some donuts and to walmart, to buy... nothing. originally, we were gonna buy a sweater for my sis, but i guessed they gave up on it. my sister was being really bratty in the store, too ;_; she thinks that whatever she asks for, she'll get. though, she's not even 3 yet, so i'll give her a pass. ahhh... by the way, my braces are gonna get removed in a few days! i'm so nervous, feels like i've had them forever... i'm not ready to part ways T_T though, it'd certainly make brushing and eating much easier, no?
anyway, i'm gonna go listen to some happy hardcore and then go to sleep. buh-bye ^_^ |
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| rrrrrr |
[Dec. 7th, 2025|04:45 pm] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
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| | my house | ] |
| [ | listening to... |
| | some youtube video | ] |
i really hope my parents buy me a secondhand windows computer for christmas rather than buying a brand new one. i really don't know what to feel about microsoft nowadays considering they're apparently supporting Isreal in the genocide over at Palestine, or so i've heard. but it's very likely that they won't, and it's not like they'd listen to the likes of me anyway ;_;
edit: though, we DO have a windows that my stepdad is thinking of handing down to me. i hope we can get the screen fixed (intel laptop screens are... something else, that's for sure) and maybe (if i'm lucky and not stupid enough) revert it back to win10 using that weird official method provided by Microsoft, windows 11 sucks balls. |
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| i smell old oil and it smells amazing |
[Dec. 5th, 2025|11:23 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, website | ] |
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| | nothing | ] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | currently at... |
| | history class... | ] |
hi, friends ^_^ been while a while since I last made an actual journal post instead of posting stupid filler. so, life's been... with lack of a better word, a bit of a rollercoaster.
i've been a bit stressed lately with school, since I had like a thousand things to turn in this week (but I managed!), and now i'm wondering if I should do a birthday party this weekend because I'm busy + most of my friends won't be able to come. this weekend i might go to my dad's so he can celebrate my birthday (which was 4 days ago, but hey, who said they only have to last a day?) and maybe afterwards when i leave his place i'll go with my girlfriend to go help cats, or something along those lines. i've been making a surprising amount of art too lately, which is a bit weird for me because after like, drawing ONE decent thing, i get art block that lasts WEEKS ;_; but i ain't complaining!! i've been liking what i'm drawing lately :)
anywho, i'm thinking of temporarily shutting down my website because i'm gonna make a new layout but this time i'm thinking of releasing a more complete version rather than my stupid bad habit of releasing a layout with only 2 working links ;;^_^ i already have a basic sketch of what I want the layout to look like, so I assume I won't struggle much with the look. i'm planning on releasing it before Christmas if I start doing the layout this week.
oh, and before you get scared that my oekaki will shut down too- it won't. I'll keep it open because, well, what's the point of shutting IT down? it's not the page getting the overhaul, after all!
anyways, sorry for the boring post. felt the need to make a post after kind of neglecting my journal these past few weeks, i guess. buh bye.
(P.S. thank you again Biz for the gift!!<3) |
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| halloweeeeen |
[Nov. 5th, 2025|03:55 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | my parents' room | ] |
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| | nothing | ] |
oh boy... i forgot to ever post about my halloween, so I'll talk about it now. that day, at school, we had to dress up as Irish people which... yeah, okay, that's weird. Why not spooky stuff? hmhm. we actually got some edible food that day, fries and hotdogs. I'm not a big fan of hot dogs, but I'll take those over whatever concoction the lunch ladies make every other day. me and my girlfriend then went on to have a bit of a 'date' thing... she came with me to my house and we spent the time playing Uno, recording videos and playing Mario Party 3 on my N64 (I FUCKING HATED IT!!!!!) until my mom arrived. then we got some Popeye's, yum!
Then 7 p.m. arrived, and she had to pick if she wanted to stay with me to trick or treat in my neighborhood or go to some house party with some of our other friends... she choose me! :D so we trick or treated, and MAN we sure got a shit ton of candy. and i do mean A LOT! which was shocking, because my neighborhood is quiet and not quite the type to do things like this, if I'm honest. before she had to leave we then traded candy, picked out the weird gross unknown candy and she went to her own neighborhood. it was fun. I rarely ever get the chance to spend time with my friends outside of school, so it was pretty refreshing.
anywho, talking about now, I finally got done with the stupid spanish project I had to do (even if I woke up at like, 3 a.m. to finish it ROFL) and now I'm gonna try to do some homework I've had due for a little while. nyeh.
ta-ta for now, friends! |
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| raccoons w00t |
[Oct. 24th, 2025|12:04 pm] |
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| | my room | ] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | nothing | ] |
it's been a long, long week :P today I got my report card and hey, they're mostly A's! i've only got one B for history, though it's a high one and overall my average is around 95 it seems. i must admit I've been procrastinating a lot this week, I really ought to sweep my room's floors and work on some big project I have to turn in -___- but it's whatever. i'm thinking of making some new layout for my journal, though it may take a while until I do that :u I haven't really done anything interesting this week, which sucks, but it's nice having a chance to be calm in my own home. ne way, i kind of wish my oekaki was more active, but yanno.
i feel like today is gonna be a nice day. like I said, I've got good grades, and I'm gonna eat some savoury stewed goat today. I'm gonna try to clean up my room a little since it's been a while since I've last sweeped the floor and organized my closet, and it's all a bit dusty. I'm currently drawing a little picture for my girlfriend to then *hopefully* keep on drawing Bizette's Halloween collab and maybe some gift art for Doom, since it's gonna be his birthday on Halloween if I'm not wrong. My cousin's birthday on that day, so YAY double birthday! hah... I have so many plans ;___;
also.. that bitch Robyn who used to run pastelhello.com just deleted her website! she's a friend of Pomelo's and Flonne's--a TERF, so serves her right. one less TERF infecting the web, YAY!!! :-D (wtf is their problem with transgender people anyways?)
anywho, I'm leaving for now. Katie signing off, XOXO |
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| fuck AI, too! |
[Oct. 19th, 2025|08:50 pm] |
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| | worried | ] |
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| | my house | ] |
Okay, the title might not sound relevant now but it will be later on. so, some producer guy and his wife who is my mom's boss came over to visit to chat and stuff, and they seem nice and all (the producer's chimichurri was fuckin' good, I'll give him that) and the producer complimented my art and stuff but then he started going on some tangent about how I should feed MY hard work to AI so I can 'animate it' and stuff. as you may know, I have VERY strong feelings about AI, and they're not exactly positive. Enough about that, though :p obviously I felt good when he complimented my stuff, but when he started mentioning AI and how "it's the future" in my mind I went "the fuck?" because I was genuinely lost on what he was talking about, and it all just felt surreal, though who am I kidding? It's the 2020's, everything's fucked anyways.
god, I hope the next decade will be better but seeing how everything's advancing and turning more awful by the day, I feel like there really is no hope anymore. I know I sound like an absolute edgelord, but man everything sucks right now. I really wish I could go back in time to an era that isn't so... threatening--to me, at least. but we can only go forward..
yeah, my post damn sucks. I can't help it! :( |
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| fun time's over |
[Oct. 13th, 2025|08:07 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, random, website | ] |
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| | my house | ] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | nothing | ] |
sighhh.. tomorrow I've got classes again... shiiiiiit.... this semester so far has been just terrible, we get screamed at EVERY. SINGLE. DAY!! :( though, to be fair my class is like. the worst. still, it sucks. anywho, I'm thinking of finally changing my journal's layout, since it's outdated and kind of ugly to me now. i also have to work on free layouts and pixels but of course i've been procrastinating on that. :P Right now, I'm working on a new ID since my old one (although extremely cute and I'm still proud of it) is also a bit outdated and simply because I wanted to draw something that isn't digital or oekaki for once.
anyway, i've been thinking of making some pixel dolls of me and my friends' characters :3 though it might be a while until I actually get to it *sigh* T____T i swear, i do anything to not work on anything site related just to regret it a minute later. it suuuuuucks. though i really shouldn't be so hard on myself :I
anyways bye bye. i'm gonna eat and i'm all gross and my nose is all runny :( |
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| lil' bunny foo foo |
[Oct. 3rd, 2025|01:04 am] |
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| | nothing | ] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | my room | ] |
oh god, it's 1 am and I'm supposed to wake up at 6, and i have a two essays due tomorrow and a test i haven't even studied for yet due tomorrow... fuuuuuuuuck meeeeeeee.... |
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