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musings of some kid [Dec. 10th, 2025|10:37 pm]
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[listening to... |The Real Tuesday Weld - Me and Mr. Wolf]
[currently at... |my room]
[mood... | excited]

today was boring...again. school was average, and since finals week is coming we didn't really do much in terms of work. i spent all day coding my website's new look, too, and i'm proud to say that it's out now! there's still some underdeveloped parts (although all links work as far as I know), but i'm just glad that it's complete enough to be revealed. it's now a journal, too... which might prove to be a bit complicated considering i already have a journal here, but oh well. i'll likely use that journal for more personal stuff and less significant updates to the website, i suppose.

anywho, later on i went to krispy kreme's to get some donuts and to walmart, to buy... nothing. originally, we were gonna buy a sweater for my sis, but i guessed they gave up on it. my sister was being really bratty in the store, too ;_; she thinks that whatever she asks for, she'll get. though, she's not even 3 yet, so i'll give her a pass. ahhh... by the way, my braces are gonna get removed in a few days! i'm so nervous, feels like i've had them forever... i'm not ready to part ways T_T though, it'd certainly make brushing and eating much easier, no?

anyway, i'm gonna go listen to some happy hardcore and then go to sleep. buh-bye ^_^
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i smell old oil and it smells amazing [Dec. 5th, 2025|11:23 am]
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[listening to... |nothing]
[mood... | bored]
[currently at... |history class...]

hi, friends ^_^ been while a while since I last made an actual journal post instead of posting stupid filler. so, life's been... with lack of a better word, a bit of a rollercoaster.

i've been a bit stressed lately with school, since I had like a thousand things to turn in this week (but I managed!), and now i'm wondering if I should do a birthday party this weekend because I'm busy + most of my friends won't be able to come. this weekend i might go to my dad's so he can celebrate my birthday (which was 4 days ago, but hey, who said they only have to last a day?) and maybe afterwards when i leave his place i'll go with my girlfriend to go help cats, or something along those lines. i've been making a surprising amount of art too lately, which is a bit weird for me because after like, drawing ONE decent thing, i get art block that lasts WEEKS ;_; but i ain't complaining!! i've been liking what i'm drawing lately :)

anywho, i'm thinking of temporarily shutting down my website because i'm gonna make a new layout but this time i'm thinking of releasing a more complete version rather than my stupid bad habit of releasing a layout with only 2 working links ;;^_^ i already have a basic sketch of what I want the layout to look like, so I assume I won't struggle much with the look. i'm planning on releasing it before Christmas if I start doing the layout this week.

oh, and before you get scared that my oekaki will shut down too- it won't. I'll keep it open because, well, what's the point of shutting IT down? it's not the page getting the overhaul, after all!

anyways, sorry for the boring post. felt the need to make a post after kind of neglecting my journal these past few weeks, i guess. buh bye.



(P.S. thank you again Biz for the gift!!<3)
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paintchat [Nov. 17th, 2025|04:48 pm]
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[mood... | anxious]
[currently at... |me room.]
[listening to... |nothin]

hi friends! was just wondering-- what do you guys think if i installed a paintchat into my website? i'm not completely sure if it would work considering it's Java and pretty old, plus it'll be a little hard to find a copy (not impossible, I have found one before pretty recently) but still, yay or nay? :P
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fun time's over [Oct. 13th, 2025|08:07 am]
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[listening to... |nothing]
[currently at... |my house]
[mood... | sick]

sighhh.. tomorrow I've got classes again... shiiiiiit.... this semester so far has been just terrible, we get screamed at EVERY. SINGLE. DAY!! :( though, to be fair my class is like. the worst. still, it sucks. anywho, I'm thinking of finally changing my journal's layout, since it's outdated and kind of ugly to me now. i also have to work on free layouts and pixels but of course i've been procrastinating on that. :P Right now, I'm working on a new ID since my old one (although extremely cute and I'm still proud of it) is also a bit outdated and simply because I wanted to draw something that isn't digital or oekaki for once.

anyway, i've been thinking of making some pixel dolls of me and my friends' characters :3 though it might be a while until I actually get to it *sigh* T____T i swear, i do anything to not work on anything site related just to regret it a minute later. it suuuuuucks. though i really shouldn't be so hard on myself :I


anyways bye bye. i'm gonna eat and i'm all gross and my nose is all runny :(
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love is oekaki is now open [Oct. 1st, 2025|09:32 pm]
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[mood... | lazy]
[currently at... |homeeeee]
[listening to... |BANDETTO - baby so hardcore]

after trying to install the oekaki with my blood, sweat, and tears for a good 3 hours more-or-less, my oekaki is *FINALLY* open! :D feel free to draw on it, an' stuff. I know the layout is super barebones right now, but I'll eventually make it look... good-er.

oh, and FYI the older Java-based applets DO work, it just takes a good minute to load in--trust me, I've tested them. have fun~ ;3




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new website [Sep. 30th, 2025|02:51 pm]
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[mood... | tired]
[currently at... |my house (finally)]
[listening to... |nothing... yet.]

Hey all, I'm quite a bit tired from school but I just wanted to let you all know that my application for leprd.space was accepted earlier than expected, and now my new website is currently up at clockwork-fairy.haliya.net. It's not complete yet but definitely had a more complete release compared to my other versions, and I'm currently looking for a decent guestbook script I can install here ^__^;; Please update your links if you can!!
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lanterns are gay but also pretty straight [Sep. 20th, 2025|11:27 pm]
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[currently at... |my house, finally]
[mood... | cheerful]
[listening to... |nothing]

soooo originally I was gonna make this entry yesterday but since I arrived HELLA tired, i ultimately decided to make this entry tomorrow (I guess today LOL) but enough about that. So, yesterday was my mom's birthday (yay!) and my girlfriend and her mom came to pick me up to watch the Conjuring 4 with some my friends who invited me (I would've gone later or earlier, but they already paid for the tickets so oh well) Pretty nice movie but I had to cover my ears and close my eyes for the puking scene :( Why must I be an emetophobe!!!! ;_;

anywho, there was some weird meat party at my house when I returned (don't even ask why, not even I know)and there were a ton of people I've never seen before or don't really like all too much. it's awkwardddd. so, I went upstairs and did some random bullshit on my phone and laptop and got sleepy, though right when I was about to go to sleep I was interrupted by my parents calling me down to sing my mom happy birthday. So I went downstairs, we sang her happy birthday, got revealed to us that that (LOL) was the first time she was ever sung happy birthday too, which is sad, they ate cake and I said my goodnights and goodbyes and went to sleep.

also we went to celebrate my ma's birthday today by going to a restaurant with a family friend. everything was really good but for dessert I felt really guilty 'cause in their little donut things they make (which I LOVE by the way...still kind of do today sadly) they use foie gras, and if you know, you know :( then we went to that friend's house and she had a really cute dog (the other one ran away when we got in so I couldn't see her properly T_T), he was SOOO soft! she also had some cats that linger around her home since she feeds them, as their previous owner sadly passed away, she told me. they were also surprisingly friendly and barely skittish at all, which is shocking since most cats and even ones in loving homes tend to be skittish, but anyway one of them even rubbed up to me! which is like, cat for 'I like you'.

Also, I'm thinking of moving my website to a new host. Neocities has been feeling a bit limiting lately and I've got this sudden interest in learning a bit of PHP (which you can't do in Neocities). You've got to graduate from HTML and CSS sometime, right?
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nu layout -- again, bro! [Aug. 11th, 2025|09:13 pm]
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[listening to... |nothing]
[currently at... |my house]
[mood... | nervous]

yup. i just did another layout, and i'm honestly pretty proud of this one.. which is a good thing, because this is probably going to be the last major update to my website for a while now that classes are starting tomorrow x___x but yeah. for now i'll slowly add on a couple of pages each day (if possible) and stuff. and yes, it is a zelda one. you guys probably know how much i love this series...maybe a little TOO much... >__>

(sneek! >___<)
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