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[Dec. 23rd, 2025|06:12 pm] |
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do you guys ever see something so stupid and offensive sent by your family that you can't help but just stare at your screen in awe? well, I have. i haven't been on the computer much this week, since i've been kind of depressed and lonely this week and i felt like being on the internet all day just made it a bit worse for me, but that's for another day.
so anyway, back to the main point of this entry; today i opened up my laptop to check in on my website, journal and other stuff, when i noticed my mom sent me something through messenger, whatsapp.. whatever, same bullshit. i read the notification, and i SWEAR TO GOD, she sent me an AI generated coloring page of my sister and some dumbass elf (that's what it said, anyway, i didn't bother to click on because then she would know i read the message and would pester me to color it until i had to.) and when i tell you i am pissed, i am PISSED.
she's very much aware of how much i DESPISE AI sloppery, but i guess none of that matters when it comes to her favorite daughter. she literally could've just asked me to draw something myself from scratch! i'm not the biggest fan of drawing for others, but COME ON. it would've been better than asking the damn robot to do it! godijusthateaisomuch.
bleh, i feel like i'm overreacting. but, just.. why? why even use that ai bullshit when i could've done it myself? >:P "oh, but ai does it faster!" and ai can KISS. MY. ASS. maybe it makes shit faster, but it looks bad. not to mention the environmental impact, too. i genuinely think ai is just making people stupid. yeah, let's tell the clearly impressionable kids to use chatgpt to do EVERYTHING! oh noes, i can't think without chatgpt! ai is the best! AI, AI, AI! IT'S ALWAYS THE FUCKING AI!
ai truly is the death of passion. really. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2025|08:50 pm] |
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Okay, the title might not sound relevant now but it will be later on. so, some producer guy and his wife who is my mom's boss came over to visit to chat and stuff, and they seem nice and all (the producer's chimichurri was fuckin' good, I'll give him that) and the producer complimented my art and stuff but then he started going on some tangent about how I should feed MY hard work to AI so I can 'animate it' and stuff. as you may know, I have VERY strong feelings about AI, and they're not exactly positive. Enough about that, though :p obviously I felt good when he complimented my stuff, but when he started mentioning AI and how "it's the future" in my mind I went "the fuck?" because I was genuinely lost on what he was talking about, and it all just felt surreal, though who am I kidding? It's the 2020's, everything's fucked anyways.
god, I hope the next decade will be better but seeing how everything's advancing and turning more awful by the day, I feel like there really is no hope anymore. I know I sound like an absolute edgelord, but man everything sucks right now. I really wish I could go back in time to an era that isn't so... threatening--to me, at least. but we can only go forward..
yeah, my post damn sucks. I can't help it! :( |
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